Being a "girl"

Today's been a fucked day. Honestly, it's just all twisted and weird and just strange. I've been a right old-fashioned emotional girl who can't seem to keep her emotions in check.
I'm starting to think it could be pill related or maybe it's just all the stresses in my life at moment. I don't know.

I spoke to Dad about some things today and surprisingly, that helped. Sometimes, I think I like a guys perspective on things. Maybe talking to Dad though, gave me some sort of comfort, just knowing that I could talk to him about my issues.

My blog seemed all broken up so far and it's probably not flowing very well. I've never been the best essay writer, or any kind or writer for that matter. I'm just trying to get my thoughts out of my head right now, cos it's all starting to feel like bit of an overload. My minds in overdrive lately, so many things pass in and out all the time and I can't seem to quieten it much, except when I'm sleeping...by then, I just crash. Maybe it's all from thinking too much.
Nothing's really changed in life, and maybe that's part of the problem. I'm trying to set myself in a routine so that my life doesn't feel like an endless pile of nothing. Make it more productive, more important.

I'm starting by creating a "to-do list"...which I will eventually fill in...so I remember everything I need to do during a week. Today, I almost forgot I had a doctor's appointment...luckily I remembered in time, but yeh, to avoid that in the future, I shall have my list on my wall.
Next I will be creating a timetable for physio...seeing as though I need to do way more than I'm currently doing. Basically, it'll be a mix of Hydrotherapy, Physiotherapy and visits to the pools by myself...or with whoever wants to come with me. I've gotta do some sort of physio at least 3 times a week...and to make it more affordable for myself, I'm going to do a mixture of the 3 in alternate weeks. And I'm hoping by having a timetable, it'll get me in a better routine and fill in my weeks better. Thanks Beckee, for your help with these ideas. :)

So that's about all my positive thoughts right now. The rest is pretty mundane.