Nothing much new is going on these days, wow...big surprise there! (sarcasm within 10 secs, nice one Dawn).
There's been a couple of things newish though I guess.
Firstly, I'm sick...I seem to have the flu, thankyou to whoever gave it to me. It's really run me down a fair bit, and although I've had flu-like symptoms in the past nothing compares to this. I just feel naueous all over my body. Just feral and die already you flu!
Me and Chris talked yesterday, alot actually. Stuff about "our potential future"...stuff about living together again. It sort of caught me by surprise a little but it was really good to talk stuff out with him. We seemed to get the route of alot of our problems we had when we lived out. I guess the only thing reeling from that conversation we had was that feeling somethings been skipped. And I know what it is. Although I did bring up the big question about us maybe getting back together, it was like that part was skipped initally. He's told me not to worry...like thats a big help. Of course I'm going to. I think if he's seriously contemplating living with me again, we need to build our relationship back to the point where we are actually ready for that big step again. I think I'll need to say something about this more to him sooner or later.
I don't think I have it in me at the moment though, I feel too exhausted.
Doing my hair this morning was hard enough, I'm seriously not kidding.
So I've been job searching like crazy. I think I applied for 6 jobs just the other night. So I think that should cover me for a least another week. Haha.
I going to make myself something called a vision board. I read about them in a Cosmo magazine yesterday. Basically they are collages of stuff you want to do and places you want to travel to etc. I think it's a neat little project for me to get into and having one could really help motivate me especially when I need it the most.
I just feel like sometimes I really need that extra push to hold on to my dreams.
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